As I kneel before my bed praying to God and begging for answers I ask myself these questions. "What do YOU want to do? What do you feel peace about?" I have to Remember that God just wants my heart. He wants my passion and my vision to encompass Him. My heart is to be sold out and serve God where ever and how ever HE so chooses.

I love my God and I live to serve him alone. He has placed us here for the purpose of expanding his kingdom. So I will do that, no matter what that may look like.

My heart hurts as I wait patiently to hear from him. Soon very soon it shall come, words from above. Patients is a virtue that I try to hard to attain, yet always seem to lack.

I surrender it all to you God, everything I am. Someone recently said to me God reveals doors to you at his perfect timing, why would we just stand in front of it and choose not to open the door. We must open them as we find them. Every opportunity is placed in our midst to leap and take it. Even though we may be scared and frightened at what the outcome could be, God will never leave us nor forsake us.

So I choose today to open that door, and say I will do this for you my God. "This" could mean more than one thing. Whatever it is, its for your glory.

I love my God, and my life is his. Speak to me Lord, I am listening.